You Make WOndeRs

I have MOVED

2009-08-04T12:35:00.000+08:00

Dear all...

Apologies..I have moved to

blessandlove.wordpress.com

See you there!!

Byebye!

2009-07-31T16:44:00.002+08:00

My last day with my dear colleagues~ I managed to say good bye to most of them. But didnt get to take picture with them..
I will miss you all..

Random..

2009-07-30T10:34:00.003+08:00

Counting down to the last 2 days
Lots of things going on through my mind
There are many people who I wish to thank yet I duno what to say
It's always so hard to say good bye
The last time when I left PPS, I felt real sad too
Guess I am feeling it now again..argh..
I just have to reorganise my thoughts, take a good rest and brave the future in a new way

Many people kept telling me I shud pave a career future now
I am now in the MICE industry, shouldnt I be working towards that goal..
Well.. I will do it just that in between I am slotting in something new..
Nothing is impossible as long as I believe I can do it!!

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Baby and I told each other that we wanted more love
I yearn for more love
He yearn for more love
Is that the problem of having the same horoscope, 1 day difference for birthdate?
I am afraid of drifting apart
I am afraid of seeing us not able to communicate effectively
The quality time together will only be during weekend (minus off half saturday)
Too little time..
Work engulfed you and boredom attacked me at times
So the time is minus off even further

To me, happiness is what I matter most
I joke and I play and I smile and I laugh
A small girl in fact which is easily entertain with kiddish stuff
That is the way I am..
Boooo!!

Busy Bee...

2009-07-29T12:58:00.003+08:00

I love the picture which is on my blog
It shows the fun and laughter side of us
When work comes into play
Such times seem to go lesser...
hmm...

Caught a movie with sister wu gui last night
I didnt wanna head home so pull her out to just DO something~
The show was weird, unexpected twist which got both of us spinning
Nonetheless, great act for Aaron Kwok~ =)

Another day ahead...*bored*

I miss the dark tan Kexin

2009-07-28T18:45:00.002+08:00

I miss the sunny day at the beach
I miss the healthy dark tan skin of mine
I am becoming like a white chicken
I swear I will get myself tan next week...

I wanna be acitivites-packed!!
Mon - MacDonald's breakfast & Swimming & HS's gathering
Tue - Sentosa
Wed - Swimming
Thurs - TBA
Fri - TBA

I will have a world of time soon! Boooo! More slping time! No more waking up at 5am! -_-

Nonetheless, 3 more days to go.. Jia You!

Is it me..?

2009-07-23T12:32:00.002+08:00

I had a great time laughing and joking with baby yesterday over dinner
We had a simple fishy dinner, shopped at comic shop.
He bought transformers models on behalf of his bro while I got a little cute model for myself. Baby turned out to be a member there~
And I kept pestering baby to buy me the little model every month, starting with the reddy model.
Baby and I really enjoyed the moments. I feel loved. =P

Yet I had to end the night which pissed and upset him...Hai..sorry sweetie..

I hate the Mossseies!

2009-07-21T08:47:00.004+08:00

Dear Everyone,

Apologies for not updating for days. I have been pretty lazy to get my posts here especially when blogger keeps having problem with the upload of pictures.

Last weekend was pictured to be great but torturing as welll. Baby bought me to a nice, romantic dinner, somewhere I never been before. The atmosphere is fantastic, arty-frty decoration and the food is yummylicious! I never tasted such delicious salt & pepper squid before. The price was reasonable to a certain extend. However! I gotten back a whole "nest" of mozzeZzs bites on both my legs~ Well, it got swollen once again! Pig trottle leg with BIG bump on my knee~Zzzz.. Nonetheless, thank you sweetie for the dinner as I can feel that you made an effort to arrange the dinner for our belated anniversary. *Huggies & kisses*

Saturday was spent roaming in Sentosa alone. The problem with heading there alone is to bump into anyone I know as I felt very weird going out alone, especially to the beach. But I just need to get some tan and head out to kill my boredom. Mango Smoothie with newspaper accompanied me through the afternoon. Headed off to meet baby afterwhich.

Dinner over steamboat with Jianli, Peiwen & Edvin. Somewhere well hidden in tiong bahru! New place again! I love new places! The whole experience is cool but the itch on my legs really gave me the frustration. Argh!

Harry Potter midnight movie! For the first time, I dozed off halfway while watching Harry Potter! I didnt like it at all. So hope that the remaining 2 episodes will not be as disappointing. New movie to look forward~ "New Moon" under Twilight series...Woooo!

Lazy sunday was well spent with the porkies, especially with the return of my darling's Darryl. It has been the longest time since we last met TOGETHER as a whole group. Short but precious moments spent. Updating each other and seeing that everyone is doing well, warms my heart. Shopping around, bought a new ring! Finally I caught a ring which I see eye-to-eye! *Happy* Baby's basketball match after that.

It was a real fun filled activities weekend. Minus away the itch that frustrated me throughout! I so feel like chopping away my legs!!

Oh well..it's a new week. I should be happy to keep me energized for the rest of the week..

Boo! Till then I will update with pictures again! *wave!*

Roaming ...

2009-07-16T23:09:00.003+08:00

The 2 cutie SpongBob Squarepants which I found it in my colleague's office!! So cute! I love spongebob!! Hee

I am the Princess with the crown!! =D

Candid shot~ Frens 4-ever!

Dinner at Upper Thomson. Lousy Laksa, average Wan Ton soup. Roaming starts after our unsatisfied dinner. Walked all the way to Thomson Plaza, roam around the area before we caught a bus to Yishun Northpoint. Continued to hang around for a while before heading home..Great catch up once again~ =) 不亏是几年的好朋友！

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Happy Anniversary Baby..though we are not able to celebrate on an actual day. We shall make it up tomorrow..Best of al..It's TGIF!!! WEeeee...

My New Focus...

2009-07-16T13:15:00.002+08:00

First of all..Happy Anniversary to Us once again!! It's another month together! For times that we argue, caused unhappiness, I wish it will not happen as often. For times we are giggling happily, I wish these moment lasts for as long as we can.. Love ya sweet heart!

It is coming to an end soon.
What is the road ahead of me? I only know that I wanna focus on my studies once again. To attain the certification which will boost up my education level! However finacially, I cant afford to slack and BE like a STUDENT.

So the next step is what can I do? I wouldnt have to be quiting halfway. I wouldnt wanna a gap for my career for 2 years. So how? A very big question mark..I am trying to figure this as well. I will have to think through carefully once again before I make any decision...

Time will tell it all.. I hope..

Pictures Overloadeddddd...

2009-07-14T23:38:00.004+08:00

Baby and me at Cafe Iguana last weekend..=)

Chun Kiat Birthday celebration over drinking session as usual..

Joel, Mei Hua & my celebration at East Coast on a Monday night~ Well, I am soon heading into uncertainty once again in my life. Counting down in 3 more weeks. By then, I will have nothing but the world of time for my own. I have 2 full weeks of running my last few events. Yeah on average, I have 4 to 5 events daily till the last dash.. So afterwhich I will take a short break, plan my weekly swimming session, lunching session, slacking etc. Till I am ready to get on to another cycle again..

That's the cheeky us in action this weekend!!

My candid shot over at my favourite prata shop!

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Walking into uncertainty..I will be fine...=)

Believe or not..

2009-07-07T20:00:00.002+08:00

I headed for a Tarot Card reading session this afternoon.
I approached her by her passed readings from my ex colleague
Tarot Card is like fortune telling
Believe some and think about it
But never totally immerse yourself into it

She did said many things which simply shocked me
Or simply she studied psychology which can know what I am thinking

"You are fickled-minded, short time concentration, cannot committe, always want to do new things.."

Well..this is something which I thought is so true. And to solve these, I have to know my goal and focus. That is something I need to learn..

"You are recommended to go back with you come from.."

Am I suppose to head back to hotel industry which is seen to be a brighter career path for me and it is said to be easier. Well, given the experience and qualification, definitely it will easier to walk that path I guess. However I will still try to aim for Corporate companies...

"Terrible marriage life. You will be faced with divorce and many problems...Simply cos you cannot be tied down by anything..."

Well, cannot be tied down is true. Cos I never like people controlling my life, to restrict my freedom.. so I will struggle to break free when such things happen..Probably that's the reason why marriage is not something I very much cant be in.

Basically, I myself know what is the problem that is lingering in me at this point of time. I have many confusion in my little head. Only when I release all these negative issues in me, focus on something I wanna do, my life will be back on track. I know I can..

Coming into last few weeks of work, I really duno what is my purpose in the office. To make myself seen in the office. I wanted to help but due to confidential information, I can only accept the fact..I just wish time will pass faster till the last day of work..

Kexin will survive through..Wei wo jia you!

I will accept..

2009-07-07T10:51:00.000+08:00

Human is a scary being. At one moment, the person is showering you with lost of attention and opportunities, the next moment, you are treated like dust. Left on the shelf, waiting for the time when the wind blows you away. I left because of several reasons. Reasons which I believe I will not regret. Reasons which I wish people will support me, especially you who I look upon all these years. Someone who I greatly admire and respect for your working attitude, the never say “Cannot-be-done”. Yet at this point of time, it shattered. I am not sure if this is the way that most will behave or am I too ignorant to see the cruelty of the working world? I only know that I am upset, disappointed and dishearten to be facing all these now. Similarly, you may be feeling these towards me. I am pursuing for a higher education which I will be benefited. Faced with tremendous financial difficulties, I will not give up. Even if it will take me longer to repay, I will still go ahead with my decision. I seldom ask favour from others cos I always wanna accomplish stuff on my own. So even if mummy will not be forking that little amount to subsidize me, I will still go ahead.

Do what you fear the most
And you will overcome your fear…

I decided and I will hold on to my decision

2009-06-29T12:34:00.001+08:00

Did I make a wrong choice?
Did I make a wrong decision?
I could feel everyone having great doubts about my departure
It is not a sudden decision which I made out of fun
I have thought through seriously
Therefore what I need is the support I can get for my decision

How do you know that I cannot do better out there
How do you know I will not have a better one next time
How do you know when you have not come across it
Yes, I admit I am playful in my lifeI enjoy partying and having fun
But when it comes to this, I really did think about it
And I am not joking

Money is important
But happiness cannot be brought with money
Friendship cannot be brought with money
Love cannot be brought with money
I am just merely following my heart..

And I believe I did a right thing

Sorry for making you disappointed..I know I did..

More to see out of the BOX...

2009-06-25T23:21:00.002+08:00

I have been heading out for sales call this week since we are pretty much left with no events in the centre for Meeting Specialist. I had came across different types of corporate companies and different people. It used to my dream to work in places with smart biz suit, armed with handbags. So I ended up getting into hotels which I indeed fulfil my wish previously.

Moving on, I headed to MICE industry which is currently my position. MICE business is indeed something worth seeing once in a lifetime. Now my next goal is to move into a corporate company, maybe Shenton Way area. I always believe we must have new challenges in life so that we can consistently motivate ourselves.

During these short sales call out there, I realise I am just so tiny in business world. Yes, I may have organise and liase with many clients for their events, but in terms of sales techniques and the experience of working in a real corporate society, it is much different from what I know.

We used to be trained for presentation, to present in a confident way, taking into great notice of our body language but somehow I realise in real working society, I feel that such presentation do not work. A more warm, approachable, jokingly style will be very much preferred. And seriously my command of english sucks big time!

I observed, I listened and I aim be like one of those corporate people. They are able to travel on business trips with their bosses, talking about Asia Pacific business, regional offices and all.. Why didnt I come across such things..?

It somehow made me more determined to venture into these places, for I know I will grow further if I were to enter this area. It might not be a bad choice though.. =)

So wish me luck.. *winkx*

Welcome back Home Dearest Sis~

2009-06-24T23:29:00.004+08:00

*Finally I found my Clodhoppers! And I made a joke during the purchase..hee*

*My new family member "Piglet" that newly joined my soft toy gang~ =D*

* I found these childhood pictures in my storeroom~ Guess which is me and which are my sisters?!*

*That's my sister with my fren who also become HER friend..lol..The sweet friend of hers who came to fetch her home decided not to take a picture with her..shy..*

*Last but not least~ Welcome backie my dear sister! The Seoul-Girl will be a Singapore-Girl soon*

Woooo...

I need to sleep soon..Zzz *Yawn*

I wanna cut my hair
I wanna get my brows trim
I wanna stone under the sun
I wanna a holiday
Soon... =)

Can't sleep well...

2009-06-18T10:16:00.003+08:00

Every night I woke up many times thinking about mummy, injections, blood and all the scene I saw in the hospital..It is a repeated cycle..

I didnt slp well at all for the past few days..

May things be back to normal soon..

Time can always be found, depending if your heart wants to do it..

Stay Strong People

2009-06-17T09:36:00.002+08:00

How can one's behaviour be real calm and easy when such situation happens
The tight firm grip of mummy's hand on mine disheartened me
The journey on the way to that place was torturing
The numerous poking and drawing of blood will make anyone upset
Nonetheless when you are the patient itself

I cant bear to see the sight
To see the way how time crawls by when waiting for the results
And the*f doctors are not showing anything to me on what is happening.
We can only wait..damn them~

I will stay strong and calm for the family needs me now
I can only cry silently when I am alone in the room or an corner
To wish that all these are just a dream
A dream that I will wake up from SOON
Stop making everyone suffer!

I had a bad dream last night
I woke up with a shocked and couldnt slp well for the night
May all bad things be blown away and let the family be alright..
Please...

船到桥头，自然直。。

2009-06-15T11:26:00.008+08:00

My first picture with Wan Wen using my new camera! See my happy face!

The sight out of the window..

Wil there be rainbow after the rain?...

It's Holland V with Baby and friends..

Not forgeting our all time yummy frolick yoghurt! it's an ADDICTION!

Satisfied Baby and me!

The flower is welcoming me on a beautiful sunday..

Baby's practising session before the game..

Sitting quietly at the side...

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Thankie for friends who sent their regards to me
I will be fine..no worries

Just accompanied mummy for the checkup
My tears welled up slightly when I saw the process
It feels disheartening to see it
Well..I will do whatever I can..

Thank mummy for asking me about my current life
Work, life and love..
I guess things will ultimately be fine.
As long as I know I will be happy in whatever I do
=)
I will be strong enough..to make the right decision..

I had a dream..

2009-06-12T06:56:00.002+08:00

I dreamt that I lived in a terrible life
Drowned by sorrow and ears every single day
Not appreciated by anyone no matter how hard I tried
I broke down in my dream

An invisble voice told me I will be given a new life
Somehow I followed the tunnel
Emerged from the end of the tunnel

I am still the me
However the people around me changes
My job changes
I no longer the down me again
Emotionally I felt so happy in whatever I do..

Lol..a weird dream but does that implies something?
Hmmm...

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I am utterly disappointed by your action
To be given that I fought hard during your down days
You said you will change
You siad you regreted
But what am I seeing now
You better not let me see things myself
And dun ever think about getting a credit card when I know you will not use it
I am disgusted and you earn no respect from me anymore
Life will continue even if you are not in our life..

I feel like I'm breaking apart

2009-06-10T00:12:00.002+08:00

I worry for my family
I worry for my mummy's health
I worry for the r/s between my parents
I worry for my work
I worry for not accomodating to baby's working style
I worry for not being understanding enough
I feel like I am breaking apart~
If only I know the immediate medicine for these
This is seriously effecting me so much that I no longer the me...
I need help!

I retrieve back..

2009-06-08T09:23:00.001+08:00

Baby and me at Jian Li's birthday drinking session

That the birthday boy!

Sweet Pei Wen and Me!

I can count myself lucky for retrieving my contact lens when I thought I am going to lose it. The chance of finding back a lost len is so slim. Yet I saw it lying on the floor when I came back from a whole day of being out for fun..Phew.. Is that a blessing? =)

Weekend is over once again! Sat was spent over at Jian Li’s birthday chalet. Lots of BBQ food and chatting for the guys. While the gers stayed in the room watching tv programs. Well, I am one of them too! Zzzz..I went into coma soon after my shower..

Sat's BBQ session..

Poor birthday boy was sabotage by his greatest buddies!

I stepped into Singapore Science Centre after like so many years. This is no school trip or any educational excursion from the school. Baby and I, accompanied by the 2 “Gs” came along with us. I was sitting at McDonald while Baby was queuing for food. I could see families and more families in the restaurant. All had a happy smile on their face while munching on their favourite burgers and sipping ice cold coke or milo. How lucky they are in this society?.. The centre was filled with people. Each peeping into different equipment and structures in the centre. The two kiddies like us are not excluded. However I gave up on certain structures which I cant understand. Lol..

DV code exhibition was slightly disappointing. I expected something more yet I only saw paintings and structures in the hall. Everyone was just walking around aimlessly in the hall. I almost fall asleep while reading..*Yawn..* We caught “Sea Monsters” at the Omni Theatre. Seriously I dun think I ever visited the theatre. The effects was nice, the story was cool and definitely worth a try to catch another show there.

The entrance to the exhibition..

The funny mirrors which I kept poking my head through..hee

The super powerful image! Can you spot baby and me?!

Not forgeting to do some snapping while resting~

That's my beloved baby and me!

We continued the remaining journey at the centre before we set off to Gardens to meet up with Angie babe for dinner and some catching up session. Chicken rice for dinner and many many MORE dishes! Yummy yoghurt for desserts~ *SLUrpz*Chilled at Happy Daze as usual over hot fragrant teas.. Bitching and grumbling session began and ended in 2 hours~ Wao..that’s how much we can rant while we talk about stuff like this. Home sweet home after which.. It’s Monday and a new week again..

What to expect? Well.. just continue and see how it goes..

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The mental struggle in me is gone
I decided not to go ahead with my studies
Financially I will not be able to support myself
However I have decided to do something else
And take a break from work..

New Things to Look forward to..

2009-06-05T10:40:00.003+08:00

My new goal..Finally my dream of owning a professional-kind-of-camera is coming true!! Snap Snap! I am a happy girl..!

A new business coming in! wooo..=) Hopefully this happy mood will stays on! Jia you Kexin!

The NIght Out

2009-06-04T11:08:00.001+08:00

We had our Night Safari that very night! Hee I like such outings! This sun will be Singapore Science Centre! I hope it will be fun! =)

On the edge of..

2009-06-03T08:46:00.001+08:00

My legs almost broke into two after walking around in the centre for the whole day.I can feel my legs on the verge of getting cramps.Yet I still have to wear it homeIs that how women can endure these pain? But definitely not me..I was pissed for being asked to give up my seat in the train.When I specially made an effort to travel down Marina Bay to get the seats. Mind you, I am not pissed for giving up the seats for oldies or pregnant women. But a freaking weird psychotic man who tapped on my hand constantly. He kept talking to every single one of the people around him. He kept pulling people’s stuff such as bags etcJust my luck to bump into himI dropped myself dead on the sofa after I reached home. I went into coma the moment my eyes went shut. I woke up thinking that it was late into the night but it was only 10pm. I cannot understand why the hell I was so freaking tired. Damn..Why cant weekend be here sooner..One last day of staying superbly late in the officeI am on the edge of collapsing

I need a BREAK!!

We need a Goal in Life

2009-06-01T21:33:00.002+08:00

Having the miss from my run
I decided to head for a short run after work today
Despite sleeping 4 hours yesterday and working 12 hours earlier
How scary is that long working hours
At times, I really feel like giving up
To throw away everything and be a jobless freak
Yet there are too many consideration

However at times, I will act on based on my gut feeling
Once I decided to go ahead with my decision
Unless you are able to provide a valid reason
I will give a hault to my action
I will endure on till I find my firm goal in life again..
Yawn..ZZzzz

I will be happy right..?

2009-05-31T16:25:00.004+08:00

I just finished sweeping, mopping the floor
I cant stand the dusty feeling under my feet
I hardly am at home
My poor mum has to take care of this family
While someone is doing duno-wad-freak outside
I care nothing, as long as you know what you are doing
The happy family I used to have seem to be fading away
I have no family meals, no one to wash my clothes, no one to do stuff for me.
I have been doing them since I was damn young
Do we support ourslves or starve to death..
I duno wad to do, but just live on my life
WIshing I gain my happiness in whatever I do
To do things which I believe it will make me happy..
To lead a joyous life further down the road..

I gave up the run which I anticipated for damn long for duno wadever reasons
Yet I gave it up just like that
Disappointed with myself, angry with myself
But I did..hai..

I will be happy..

A day out alone..

2009-05-30T11:41:00.004+08:00

A way back to Tp to reprint my results transcript. The journey back school brought back many school days memories. Projects, lecture halls, slacking by the benches, rotting at business school canteen, mini tibits shopping at bookshop..Suddenly I feel so wanna be back in school. The coffee which I often drink when I was back in school. I can still remember those days when the group were eating there, copying notes and shouting at each other..so fun~

Most of the shops still stand strong. The "Cutlet-One" stall is definitely the most missed. But I can still say I only eaten chicken chop/chicken cutley ONCE in my entire 4 yrs there as I fell in love with the fish cutlet instead..hee

Hesitated to visit Singapore Science Centre as I was at Tampines. I thought I could pop by National Museum instead since I have so much time to spare. However I landed myself in Orchard...

A discovery of a small cutie cosy cafe at Takashimaya~

These cakes are so tempting.. A pity that they are fully taken, if not I would have spend some sweet time alone in the cafe, sipping coffee...

After a long day of walking, my leg is aching. My toes had blisters so I parked myself at TCC while waiting for the time.. Mango Tea freeze, romantic smoothing music and my story book that kept me occupied through the hours..

Finally met up with baby at nearly 9 plus. Zipped off to buy his friends' birthday present. I believe those stalls they went to, I have walked at least 2 times yesterday. LOl..

Fill our stomach at Cine and home sweet home...

It's Saturday today...My mood is slow..What shall I do today then...hmmm....

Believe..

2009-05-26T23:51:00.002+08:00

The day I found you is the day I believe love still exist..

I once built a wall between myself
To block off all unwanted feelings which will hurt me and make me down once again
To refuse or to accept any offer to take care of me
For I rather be alone , doing the things I want
To do crazy and childish things I want
Hanging out with my besties till any time of night
As long as it put on a smile on me
The thought of being held responsible by someone frightens me
The thought of not being able to do anything un-informed dampen me
The thought of jumping into another one horrifies me
Till you came along in my life..

I broke down the wall day by day
Well, it still hurt at times when days are bad
But we will try to minimize the bad and maximize the good
For this is the only way to continue the path as one

可欣加油！加油！

Friends who have been there for me for years, thank you so much for seeing me through my ups and down. Do continue to watch over me.. =)

Cast a Spell on me...

2009-05-26T22:17:00.004+08:00

I am not in the best mood for today
I lay between the line of feeling frustrated and feeling bored
I got irritated easily by the slightest thing
I got bored easily when I just sat down staring into space
The feeling was *pissing me real off
I tried to hide so that I wun affect others' with my mood

I duno if I am thinking too much into my work
Or am I thinking into too much of my decision of studying
Arhg..I hate the me who cant make a decision
I always do the things which I believe that makes me happy
But I dun think I am being very happy these days..
I need to concentrate and be happy!!!!

Lick Lick Yoghurt...

2009-05-25T20:28:00.007+08:00

Thankie to my darling Gracie that intro me this yoghurt~ Yummy-licious

Places to explore...

1) Singapore Science Centre - Somewhere fun to go!

2) Ben & Jerry at Dempsey

3) The Cookie Musuem at Esplanade

4) PS cafe

I shall grab a chance to visit these places which I mention and continue to find more places to explore.. Maybe somewhere at Club Street or I duno..heee...

I wish for some peace moment..

2009-05-25T13:23:00.004+08:00

I came across a terrifying moment on Friday
The moment where you wouldnt want to come across in your entire life
A lesson learnt for sure

Saturday was spent slacking at home with sister
Dvd-ing till late evening before heading out to meet baby for dinner
Dinner was at "Xi Lin Men" at Pasir Pangjang, somewhere near Vivo City
A very homey and cosy place with reasonable pricing of food
The claypot, pork ribs and vegetables were yummy
Though I was accidentally spilled by a bowl of water..idiot~

Night Safari with baby and friends!
Call me a kid but I really do enjoy my time at the Safari
Sitting on the tram and walking through dark places just to see the animals
Heee
I was horrified by the flying fruit bats! Gosh..
Great place! I love it! =)
Suppose to head for Ben & Jerry's at Dempsey but it was closed
Ended at Shokudo at Cine
Feasted on desserts accompanied by fun and laughter before we ended our night

Slpt through the morning to recover my lost of sleep for weekdays
Zipped over for lunch cum breakfast, joined by baby's friend
The discussion finished nearly 6 plus.
Baby and I zoomed home to watch our cartoon "Alien VS Monster"
Funny cartoon that entertained me for few hours
Followed by Star Trek which I initially refused to watch
The show turned out pretty exciting, specially after the clear explanation from Baby's bro
Science friction shows will never ends...
The spaceship continue to explore the strange world...hahha

It's a new week again..I am feeling restless
Somehow I wish to bring along a camera and walk through strange places in Singapore to capture those moment
To sit in sweet little cafes over coffee and cakes to enjoy those quiet moments
To anchor myself by the beach, to listen to the waves and to feel the breeze on my face
Well.. I cant afford these moments though..unlesss I dun haf a job..haha!

So get on with life! Boooo!

Released..

2009-05-22T14:28:00.000+08:00

The struggle was released yesterday
My bedroom ended up in a mess
I slpt on my bed with solely a blanket to keep me warm, hidding at one corner
Thank you for letting me know that you have appreciated what I have done
That is what I need to feel and know..
That is my assurance..
Love you sweetheart~

The Uninvited...

2009-05-21T08:25:00.000+08:00

I can finally shout a happy note as it is 2 more days to my weekend
Weekend is just about not working but to be able to sleep much longer than usual during my weekday.
I have to wake up like 5am each day when everyone is sound asleep
I get on my work earlier than many people do
YET I end work the same time or even later
That's my weekday schedule.. =X
Tiring isnt it..Gosh..*Shaking head*

Despite the tiredness, I decided to slot in some entertainment before I got too bored working
I purchased a pair of movie ticket in-promptu during lunch time
Caught "Uninvited" with my baby
A great show I would say
A great twist that caught me off guard
I love such movie stories
And though I always forget the plot of most movie
But at least I remember it's a awesome show to catch!
Heee..

Long day ahead..wish me luck! =P

Music in the heart that keeps life going..

Happy 1 Year Anniversary!

2009-05-20T09:05:00.000+08:00

Congrat to myself for working in my current organisation for 1 full year
I remembered myself commercing my first day of work
Full of excitment and anxiety as I duno what to expect from this different organisation
Here I am still here slogging my day in and out of office
Well, life goes on after I blogged this cos I have many events to follow up again
The thought of studying is still linggering at the back of my mind
Shall wait for the next course preview on 6 Jun 09 before I decide again
Anyone wanna accompany me for this session? Haaa

Anyway Adidas run coming up
Or should I say Adidas "strolling, walking, jogging" is coming up
Cos I am not able to complete 10km whithout walking..
I just had my run yesterday after like 2 long weeks
That is how much my preparation is..LOl

Okie..Shall update again and hopefully with more pictures..it's getting boring reading my entry~

Boooo!

Headache

2009-05-18T22:33:00.001+08:00

I am having slight headache
Which I duno why
Is it my tired body or I am just thinking too much
I am feeling tired yet I cant seem to fall asleep
Arhg..it is getting irrtating
I hate such feeling in me
Feel kind of stone
As I wanna talk but no one is talking to me..
Is that Monday blues..
Hai..yes it's just MONDAY!
4 more days to weekend!
headache sucks!
Plus the thought of waking early and ending work late into the night
Feel more shitty as ever!!!

Hai..Mummy & Daddy are quarrelling again..
I envy people with happy family
I envy people when their parents have dinner together
I envy people when they spend weekend together
Homecook food, well pressed clothes, clean house..

I have been washing my clothes, eating my own food, depending on myself since secondary school..Treasure your happy family..

Tell me where I get my happiness from..hmm..

The Secret Moment..

2009-05-18T13:46:00.000+08:00

My weekend was spent with Baby as usual
We took an early Friday due to the tired working week
Plus Baby is on medication which knocked him out soon after I on the DVD
Slacked and Slacked on Saturday till I met Baby for dinner and movie with the rest of the gang
Angels and Demons was pretty nice
Though for the start I got lost in the "HISTORY"
Guess my simple minded is not too much into thriller shows..
I prefer to watch CARTOONS hee..

Poor baby has to head back to office while I followed him
Ktv-ing and Claypot rice with Jian Li and Pei Wen
We had a good laugh during the singing session
Zzzzzz New week begins..damn!

A secret moment into the night
I cant remeber what I told baby that very night
Opps..But people always say you say the truth when you get drunk
LOl..

hmmm

2009-05-16T15:45:00.000+08:00

I am bored till the max
I woke up feeling lost and slightly stone
Everyone is busy with work
Including myself and baby

Both of us work freaking long hours in the office
By the time we meet each other
We are both exhausted
Specially after a long day of putting on a super hyper energetic face in front of your client
Both of us just wanted to rest. just wish to keep quiet
The topics between the two of us seem to get lesser
Which I am truely very worried
I wanted so much to strike a conversation but I realise other than working in the office, there isnt anything much exciting for me to share.
It's just type type type, hello hello...
This resulted in a damn low mood in me..

Hai..如何是好？？
I am losing myself into depression
I have to get myself up before I become a grumpy person!
Oh no,,

My babes...=)

2009-05-14T09:24:00.000+08:00

I woke up this morning
Hearing the loud thunder and pouring rain
I can feel the wind telling me to stay in bed
But reality tells me to GET OUT OF BED!
The routine life of dragging my body out of the bed has become a chore for me
The routine life of thinking about what comes tomorrow after I close my eyes in bed at night makes me sick

My BESTEST friend is my computer in the office
I face it for more than ¾ of my day
Yet THIS friend of mine will not be able to talk to me
A routine hate-er like me needs to spice up my life with changes
Changes that push me forward…

Anyway that aside..Met up with my Mel-ly darling babe yesterday for lunch over at TCC
The usual lunch out venue before she headed to other operational department
My perfect lunch session is to sit down and relax over coffee
It makes me feel happy
Great catching up with her
I miss my gers!

Nonethless, I am meeting my Gracie darling tonight
Venue & Time TBA
BUT the thought of meeting up is precious to me..
So till then..

WORK…

WOndering..

2009-05-10T23:58:00.000+08:00

I cant get to bed though I doze off earlier when I was watching tv
I lay on my bed with my eyes wide open now
I wish someone will just knock me off so that I can just get into bed
For I still need to wake up early for work later
Yes Monday will still come even if I sleep later
But at least I know Sunday is a day where I still wanna be in
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I sat by your bedside silently while you are deeply asleep that day
Wondering if you can feel my presence by your side
Wondering if you can feel my deep love and care for you
Wondering if I am the person you wish to see the moment you open your eyes
And I just sat there till I doze off..

Show me how much I meant to you..
I am just afraid of losing you..
And this is not a weird behaviour from me
This shows I have fallen deep for you..

Family Day

2009-05-10T20:17:00.000+08:00

Happy Mothers' Day!
My Forever irritaiting sister!

Her happy face!

My favourite Piglet! A little toy like this make me happy! I so wish to bring it home and make it a family with my Big Elmo! So cutie piglet! =D

I sometime wonder if I am a real kid or an overaged teenager.. Lol..Cos sweets and soft toy brightens my days rather than other expensive things..hahha

BOooo!

Mondy shall start again!

Exchange

2009-05-10T12:56:00.000+08:00

The beautiful coffee that can get me going through the rest of my office hours...

The roaming me...

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Happy Mothers' Day to my beloved mummy!
I am glad that you are happy with my flowers and pressie
Cos to me others' happiness is my priority..
Hugs~

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The journey through will never be easy as I thought
I believe I can do anything in exchange for your happiness..
I noe I will..

快乐

2009-05-08T16:08:00.000+08:00

快乐是可以分享的
快乐需要一些过程
快乐总是能被记得
因为记忆只留下美好的
你是你自己的作者
何必写那么难演的剧本
别怪话说了太多了
我只是不要你不快乐
被爱应该是幸福的
去爱没有想象愚蠢
想爱可以非常单纯
因为爱全是与生俱来的
你问我怎么那么神
这些智慧该如何来获得
*爱你我认识了快乐
它给我上了难得的一课 *
#有了你开心的
也都称心满意
咸鱼白菜也好好味
我与你永共聚
分分钟需要你
你似是阳光空气 #

http://www.haoting.com/htmusic/177401ht.htm

When Dependency Crawls In

2009-05-05T22:20:00.000+08:00

Once Upon a time, Pinocchio was created by his Human Daddy. They shared a special love between them. Everyday, Human Daddy will spend all his time talking to Pinocchio, hoping that he can be a real son of his own.

However, times are bad. Human Daddy had to work on other puppets for a living, though he still talk and play with Pinocchio every single night.

Day by Day, Pinocchio began to depend on his Human Daddy. He got used to Human Daddy talking and playing with him. One day, Human Daddy had to rush out his puppets for a show. It was a cold and rainy day, Pinocchio yearn for the presence of Human Daddy by his side. He just wishes for Human Daddy to stay by his side. He understood that Human Daddy has his priority for his work, so though he was slightly upset, he did not make extra noise about it.

Pinocchio will feel such way cos he had got used to having Human Daddy by his side. He loves having Human Daddy with him. He just want to be pampered and doted by Human Daddy. He loves Human Daddy too much so that's the reason why he got slightly upset when he has to slice some time off to do his work.

Pinocchio though made of wood, is weak in the inside
He just wanna be pampered and dote on..
When love becomes deeper, that's the reason for the feeling
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Kexin seems tough on the outside, she is fragile in the inside...
Just like Pinocchio...

Gastic Terror

2009-05-04T17:38:00.000+08:00

I was bascially "haunted" by acure gastric pain for freaking 4 days. Yes, it started from Thursday nite. The thought of it frightens me.

But I got gastric even when I eaten. The pain was unbearable till I was tearing in the middle of movie on Saturday. My stomach was churning like freaking washing machine and even Baby can feel it when he pressed against my stomach. I was so worried but I didnt want to head for the doctor. I endured and like magic, the pain subsided when we were on our way home.

The frightening fact is that I was extremely ok in the morning but when evening comes, the pain came back. I duno wad is wrong with me.. But at least the nightmare didnt came back..

Give me back my energy!!

2009-05-02T11:43:00.000+08:00

I get bored easily which is scary
At times I wish to just sleep
But when I get suficient sleep
I want to start roaming around
To waste no time
Other than 3/4 of my time working my ass off

Gastric problems have been circling me recently
It gets really painfull till I wish it can change to some other illness
The funny point is I still get it when I eat
And I have been eating too much
Really becoming fatty boom boom
I need to get it off
*humph*

Sometimes, it hard to curb eating habits as I get really sleepy in the office
The only thing is to start munching so that you can stay awake
Hai..
Low self esteem...Inferior..

I want new clothes
I want new shoes
I want new camera
I want skinny me
I need energy to keep me going!

My wardrobe is getting real boring!
I really want a new change to it
But I just cant bear to splurge on those clothes..
Damn..

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Been dreaming about work stuff till I didnt get a proper sleep.
I woke up daily feeling exhausted
Thinking about weekends make me move on
Everyday I came home and dozed off in like seconds after my shower
真的很累。。很累..

Dozing Off Queen

2009-04-29T07:13:00.000+08:00

I wanted to blog yesterday, to update some new pictures from my Sentosa trip with baby~
However, the moment I landed myself home, I refused to go near the computer
I headed for my run soon after I reached home
Clock a total of 37 mins for my usual 4 rounds
And I am aching all over now. LOlx

I dozed off on Monday within the few mintues while watching America Next Stop Model and yesterday I dozed off within seconds while I lay on my bed..My dozing off skills are getting better! Hee

Work been busy, rushing in and out of office, staying back slightly later then usual to clear my work. I always look forward to the DAY - Weekend.

I am counting down in 2 days!! And the terror of waking up early in the morning begins on Monday...ZZzzz

Secretariat Week

2009-04-25T15:24:00.000+08:00

It's knid of random for my posts now cos I dun even want to switch on my computer when I am at home. This week is the "Secretariat Week" whereby corrdinators, admin staff and PA will get a little token from their superior. I remembered that year when I was in PPS, I was showered with little presents and free lunches (yeah though I eat like a BIRD, safe their money k). It's a nice and warm touch when you feel appreciated by your bosses for the hard work which you put in.

Sunflowers for all my colleagues in the office!!! So nice!! I also wish for ONE flower on my desk too. *Envy* My office seems like a mini sunflower farm now! hee I like~

However, at my current position, I am no longer others' "secretary" or "administrator". I managed to get myself much higher than I used to be. I can run my own events and empowered to make my own decisions. Definitely I am happy for where I am today, with the help of my current boss who believes and have faith in me to be in this position.

Though she might not know how much I really appreciate that "pull" of hers, but it was that force that motivate me, to show me that I have capabilities. It has to come together with my effort as well. Thank you Stella!

It's funny when you think about doing "real life" school projects last time. You treat it so seriously and perform real well. But how many people actually survive the real test when they stepped into the working life. Surviving in Business World is not just about all those "theories" back in school. It is MUCH more!

Therefore at times, when I thought of futuring my studies, I held back. How many theories and information can I absorb into my tiny winy brain after my whole bloody 4 years of university life. I cant even remember what I have studied back in Secondary School (I memorized every single word!). So I believe to gain experience is much better for someone like me.

At times, I really feel like giving up like most people. "What's the point of working so hard? I could easily find an office admin job, 9 - 5, 5 days a week". Hmm but someone like me to be in such BORING job, I think you better kill me! I rather slog in a coffee house, brewing fragant coffee, working full shift! hahaha..

Well, human grumble everyday but we just get on with life. Same goes to me! hahah.. Unless I am born in a damn rich family, where money is not an issue, where I can do wadever I wan..(But I will not known to be the KEXIN you ppl know..) So I rather be ME!!

I have my lovely family (though we dun tok as much now), my baby, my porkie darlings & other people who loves me~ I will always believe happiness is what I need to go through anything! Boooo!

PS: It's Saturday and I am in the OFFICE!!
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Alright till you guys see my post again..I am hiding away from computers! Heeee

*My JP Morgan Run on 16 Apr 09*

My adidas Sundown is coming soooooonnnn!! Go Go Go ADIDAS! hahha!

*A Sunny Outing with my lovely babes!! * That's my dearest loves from school!!*

My Get-Away This Year..

2009-04-24T07:36:00.000+08:00

My plan for Taiwan ended after much consideration. I asked myself for the purpose of heading there, spending so much money and it's for the sake of? Amusingly, the anwer is "Tai Yang Bing". Haaa ok so I decided to change the plan and fly off to island paradize Bali with Baby in October. Everything has been booked so I will just need to countdown till the day comes!

Guess it will be much fun as we are switching hotels within the 4 days..hee..2 days in budget hotels and 2 days in my all time favourite Mercure with the beautiful swimming pool, facing the sea~ Gosh, I really cant wait.

Well, I have got the time and energy to blog much as I am drained from work. Started real early in the morning at 5am till the end of day. That's Singaporean's life~ Work and Work! I need my sleep and fun!

On a happier note, HAPPY TGIF!! Though I am STILL working tmr but at least I have more time to be slping and definitely spending some quality time with baby. Been dozing off real soon before he reaches home. So yupi!

Weeeeeeeee...

A super happy me!

2009-04-15T23:54:00.000+08:00

You may not know a simple card can really make me super duper happy and touched.
The effort of pening down your thoughts using your own handwriting just make me feel so happy. And definitely those words which were written touched me the most. This little gift means so much more than any branded goods. I love simple well-thought gifts like this!
I am easily contented...
Thank you baby!!

Happy 5th month anniversary! Since you are so sweet to give me a little card, I shall "forgive" you for all the time I spent waiting for you after your work and on saturday. Haha jk!

Nonetheless, thanks baby for being my side when I needed you the most, to lend me a shoulder to cry on when I am down and of cos all the sweet time spent together. You are such an addiction!

Hand in hand we shall walk together.. =D

Big Big Biggest Thank You

2009-04-14T22:27:00.000+08:00

A new start of the week after a long rest. Work is piling up once again. That's the trouble with WORK. Stomach been weird the whole day, it's making me feeling bloated! Pooooo...

Anyway after a long tiring day, it always feel great seeing your love! Baby came to fetch me home after his tiring day too. Thank you sweetie! Dinner at Pepper Lunch before we headed home to rest..

Kexin needs to sleep yet she wants to stay awake. That's the ironic part.. Another example will be Kexin cant have nothing to do but she loves to slack. Haaa..well..that's her! Booo

May the motivation be carried on till she can get to spend time with her baby and friends over the weekend once again..

For the time being..Zzzzz say good nite and sweet dreams...

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I got numb about your behaviour and attitute towards me
You are constantly concern about others but just not me
You commented about me not greeting you when you are home
But this is how I am since long long time ago
Why do you only kept grumbling and nagging now
Why do you feel so indifferent to me now
You brushed me off even when I tried to greet you good bye in the morning
You ignored my comments when I tok to you at times
I just dun understand
You have changed
I teared to bed at times when I think about it
I forced it down my throat and get on with my own life..
Why do I feel so lonely in the family..

Sadded Xin =(

Too SHORT!

2009-04-13T13:16:00.000+08:00

Lai Lai Beef Noodles is still as yummy as ever! Now that they have it at Jurong Point "near baby's working place", I can always get to eat..=)

Vain baby is doing his hair while I did my monkey tricks behind him all the time, nagging at him how slow he did his hair. I can imidate his actions while doing his hair..haha
Not forgeting to snap snap some pictures before I head out for a wonderful day..

It's a PH again! I get to hang out in the AFTERNOON with baby as he is only dated from 8pm onwards..such a busy baby..We headed for a small high tea after he came back from his bball with his beloved friends while I happily slpt till noon!

That's us ready to go out!

Greedy me with my chocolate fondue and he was feasting with fruits! Papaya is goooood...that's what he said..lol

Hmmm...a secret joke of us...heee

Saturday was spent lazing around his office, playing games and dozing off on the table. keke.. Occassionally headed out to buy food for his workers.. No "afternoon" dates on Saturday cos he gotta work...

I was too bored in his van on while he is delivering his "oh-I-wanted-to-siam-a-cat/dog-that-dash-out so the noodles became like tt.." Moral of the story, hang your noodles when driving a van!
For the first time, we didnt head out on a Saturday. I couldnt think of where to head to. Baby took me to Holland V to buy my yoghurt. We ate them in the rain. Drank a cup of Ya Kun Barley and shopped at Cold Storage. Bought many "healthy stuff" and went back home. Movie marathon till my eyes wanna POPPED OUT!!

Humans can never be satisfied. Once you on holiday, you never wanna go back to work. That is my feeling now. And sadly to say, I just came back from the doc. damn...

When is the day where I dun need to work...wishful thinking my dear kexin...

Laughter Makes a Day seem brighter!

2009-04-07T22:04:00.000+08:00

I never knew I was alive,
Until you showed me how to live
And for all that you have shown me,
Many thanks to you I give.
Your warm, kind and loving heart,
Has indeed warmed up mine.
Whatever happens from here on out?
I will remember you for all time.

You are a beautiful flower,
Like my favourite Sunflower
Nectars so sweet
How could I have imagined,
You and I would meet.
When I first gazed into those eyes,
Someway... somehow... I knew.
You wanted to talk to me,
And I... to you

You said your greetings and I continued on,
But then for some reason I turned around.
And when our eyes met once again,
A smile broke from your frown.

You asked me to for drinks,
I seemed glad to accept.
Through the conversation,
The stares into each other's eyes we kept.
Time passed by so quick,
Soon you had to leave.
It had been such a wonderful night,
More perfect than I could believe.

I gave you my number,saved into your phone,
Which you thought I never remember
And even today I think about how we met
A smile just broke out on my face

*edited from other poem*

Kids are wonderful for they dont need to worry, I wanna be one of them, especially when happiness matter most to me. I yearn no material needs but the intangible aspect of happiness has to be constantly fulfilled, for it kept me going on.

Running once again earlier in the evening. JP Morgan run is next week. *cross finger and hope I will finish it.

And definitely my ADIDAS SUNDOWN! Weee...I am only yearning for the medal, not the run though..hahha

I am going K.O-ing soon as I have woken up like 5am since Monday..*Yawn..that's the price to pay when you want MORE BUSINESS! JUst DO IT!!

Row Row Row Your Boat..

2009-04-06T07:11:00.000+08:00

Friday

On a beautiful friday, after a long day of work, baby and me headed to The Playground for some site seeing since both of us haven been there before. A refreshing place with different food outlets. We landed ourselves at KFC for our dinner. Yeah of all stuff but we 2 haven eaten KCF together since we were together for so long. I made a fool out of myself with the sink as I couldnt get the water running. I looked like a dumbo! Hee.. =P

Baby then took me to Marine Bay Pier. How cool is the place! They even have the Riverboat Restaurant but the usual I-will-get-sea-sick, we had to get off the boat before dizzy spells overwhelmed me! Home sweet home~ =)

Thankie Baby for the wonderful adventure!

Saturday

Work for both baby and myself. Met up late into the nite at his friends' chalet. I sincerely apologized for the terrible look as I was seriously suffering from Gastric. The pain finally go away when it was almost morning...=(

Sunday

Feasted on my favourite McDonald Hotcake breakfast~ Supposed to head down to our Zoo Trip yet it has to rain. Wanted to catch a show but the pouring rain made me superly lazy. Ultimately, both of us dozed off while thinking of the programs for Sunday..Zzzzz

Headed down to Plaza to rent DVDs and bought munchy food during the show. After 2 freaking shows, we continued with tv..hahah guess we always love to land ourselves in front of the tv on a lazy sunday till late.

I dozed off soon after I reached home from baby's house...zzz

A new week begins..! May Friday comes faster again! =)

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Sticking beside you is a form of my dependent on you..
For you are someone I cannot do without
Loving you always..

却离不开你的画面找遍世界想找一种永远在你周围想留住时间

Taiwan...

2009-04-02T21:15:00.001+08:00

My event for today went smoothly
I even got to know my client who is a Taiwanese
She will be introducing me some nice places to go and play
Cos I am planning on a Taiwan trip with baby..!

Was in a real bad mood just now
I so wanted to head out instead of cooping at home, especially after days of working hard in the office
Baby needed to go for his entertainment so I decided to head for a run
Felt much better now

I love the feeling with you around~ =D
TGIF tmr!!!
Baby is bringing me out!
We are going to the ZOOOoooo on SUNDAY! Weeee

Thank You...

2009-03-30T22:36:00.000+08:00

I thank you for being by my side when I needed you the most
I thank you for wiping my tears
I thank you for lending me the warm shoulder to lend on
I thank you for comforting me when I was down that day

I was suppose to cheer you up on your grey day that night
Yet I gave way myself
Upon something that trigger my tear
I broke down unknowingly due to the same problem again
I told myelf I will get stronger and stronger
For as long as I am happy
Nothing can put me down..

Forgive my boredom mood at times
Pardon my super quietness some times
I know I will get bit unusual occasionally
But trust me, a little 哄哄 will solve everything..=)

你开心，所以我开心。。
Loving you as always! Muacks!

Weekend is OveR!

2009-03-30T20:18:00.000+08:00

Friday Night!
We headed to catch Unborn! The movie was not bad..More movies to watch soon!

Baby and me bought a mini boardgame (38 games in total)! We chilled at Rail Mall coffee bean over our mini games~ It kept us entertained for few hours before slpy monster took us..

Sentosa on a Sunny Day!

Not forgeting to strike a pose on the sandy beach~

Happy Happy Day!

2009-03-27T07:52:00.000+08:00

Weeeeee!!
Finally the DAY came! it's FRIDAY!!
For quite some time, I haven felt so enthu about friday!
My events for the whole week is going to end TODAY!
I will be able to sleep a little more tomorrow
Spend a little more time with my baby!
Without dozing off soon after I lay on my bed.. keke

Anyway headed for a simple gathering with boss, Ms Foo & Mr Thomson!
They are my favourite people!
We used to work together in a office, but all went separate ways
And fortunately I was given a chance to train myself in my current job
=)

*Cross my finger and wish a smooth day ahead!..*

Hai..

2009-03-25T22:38:00.000+08:00

2 more days!
Then I can catch more sleep
Jia You!

zzzzzz

Running Startsss ...

2009-03-23T21:07:00.000+08:00

Dozed off on sofa once again last night while watching tv
Woke up in wee hours to head for work
I so wish I can smack the alarm!
LOLx.
My day went on pretty smooth
As long as I am occupied and not too busy, I will be happy

Nonetheless, I am feeling much chirpy and cheerful when compared to last week
This is a good sign
Which means I can spread my nonsense to more ppl!

Especially my baby!

Just came back my my running as well
Gosh it feels great sweating it out
But I so hate the endurance of running..
But my JP Morgan & Adidas Sundown is coming
I guess I really cant make it
But I just wanted the Adidas Medal!! Hee

Guess I am having a happy-lala-dodo week ahead!
Wed for dinner
Thurs for dinner with Ms Foo, Thomson, Stella & Kylie
Weekend sure will be happyDo!

Kexin is a happy kid this week!
Let this mood continues..

I am saving money to buy things and my taiwan trip
And definitely a short-get-away during the good friday with baby, baby's bro & gf!
Weeeee.......

HaPpY DaZiNg witH my LovesSss..

2009-03-22T23:53:00.000+08:00

It's the end of my weekend once again. Thank goodness to Sis for accompanying me during the rainy Sat over at AMK Hub for a short walk as I indeed dont feel like staying at home. Hee...Great day out!

Headed over to Gardens to meet the gers. But I decided to head for my fav yoghurt while waiting for the rest. Yum Yum..Dinner at Chomp Chomp was finger licking good.. Too much for me to finish..hee! Chilling at Happy Daze once again! Gosh, I so miss the place though it's a simple cafe. Table soccering & Pooling..=)

Not forgetting to pose with my baby..You are one of the garden's gang!

Baby wanna hug me tighter than my darling Gracie!

My beloved babes of my life~

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Lazy sunday was spend at Vivo City searching for baby's white shoes. Damn, either it ended up with no sizes if not they dont have a new piece. Guess it felt like they should have close the shop! Poor baby~

Shop Shop Shop, Laugh Laugh Laugh, Walk Walk Walk! We ended up feeling real tired from walking. Thankie baby for bringing me out cos you know I dun feel like staying at home! You such a sweet boy~ =) Back to his house in the late evening to enjoy our usual tv program!

*yawn..* gona work superly early tomorrow..hmm..no choice!

More activities coming up next week!

*running, dinner, movie, sentosa! Better make it superly tight!

Boo! Good nite ppl!

Nightmare

2009-03-21T12:29:00.001+08:00

It's been very long since I last had a nightmare
And it came yesterday
It was so damn real, mind you..

I dreamt I lived in a superly big house with like 5 plasma LCD tv. I even asked my daddy since when did we purchase so many Tvs. It seems like I can watch tv at any angle in the house. That was the funniest part.

You lead your own life, I lead my own life".. Tears were pouring out..
I woke up with tears in my eyes..
Thank god it is only a dream..

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Met up with Mel, Mark & Jo for our usual drinks at Axis Bar last night. Finally caught up after like ages. Well, I am glad everyone is still doing fine so far..So yup!

3D "My bloody Valentine" with baby late into the evening! A gross and bloody movie but a whole new experience of watching movie in a 3D format..cool!!

I'm meeting my Darling Gracie and Angie babe for Gardens today! I really cant wait to start being crazy with them. Dinner and chilling! Maybe at Happy Daze with our usual UNO games..keke! Weeee...

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I feel my body getting weaker
I get sick easily nowadays
Flu bug keep haunting me..
I need dosage of Vit C..

Running MUST start next week again
I feel FAT!

2009-03-19T07:46:00.000+08:00

The rain falls upon us once again
On a rainy day
You wish to cuddle in your bed
Under the cosy blanket
You hate the alarm
And the thought of waking up
But life goes on
Rain or Shine..
*Yawn..*

Good morning people!!

The Most Terible Night

2009-03-17T15:05:00.000+08:00

I woke up after midnight
Haunted by the terrible uneasyness and pain
I knew I couldnt wait till moring to visit the doctor
I squated outside the restroom
Thinking what I can do to ease the pain I wanna call for help

Thank you love for scarificing your sleep to fetch me to doctor
Indeed I am real touched
I cant express how grateful I am to you
For having you in my life
Love ya~

My head hurts after sleeping too much..
I wanna be well again!

Shattered Heart

2009-03-16T16:13:00.000+08:00

How do you feel when someone wants you to be home
Just cos you can online to talk to someone through you?

How do you feel when you are being said as not 孝顺 when you do care about the family?

How do you feel when someone refused to talk to you
Just cos you happened to miss the call?

How you do feel you are accused of NOT being at home
Just when you ARE home, and feeling real sick in your room?

From young, I have taken into consideration in whatever I do
I save my own money just to fulfil my wish of travelling
I save to buy my own stuff
I abandon the purse of Uni
So as not to add on to the burden
But have they ever realise this effort of mine
Which I silently kept it inside me?

I duno how to express my love for the family
Though I very much wanted to
Many things I kept inside me
Hoping that they are doing well
Yet if they feel I am not responsible for the family
Then it will hurt me more...

My heart is shattered at these moment
I am lost for words
And indeed it hurts real lots

Thank you baby for lending me the shoulder when I need
Thank you for letting me hide in your arms when I am feeling real depressed
I will get stronger and I must be stronger...
I must pull myself together! I can do it...

Happy Anniversary to baby and me.. =)

IT Show Temptation..

2009-03-14T14:18:00.000+08:00

Why am I real tempted by these cameras?
Sony or Canon..
I haven felt such temptation for a very long time
I remembered I saved like crazy for my old camera
I worked day and night JUST to buy that camera
Now that craving is coming back
I used to take pictures like nobody business back then
But now I lost interest in it as I found the effect wasnt as nice as I expected
I lost my wonderful interest
Which I once love so much..
Hmm...sadded..

My cold last night almost killed me
I had a terrible time at work, trying NOT to rub my nose
I so much wanna collapse and hide some where which I dun feel the coldness
Managed to pull through
Caught a movie with baby
"Coming Soon.."
Well, honestly I didnt like the show
It wasnt up to my expectation though
It just uses sound and image to terror people
Which I found it ridiculous
But do give it a try if you people wanna watch it
Then tell me what is your feedback...

My night ended with the horrible flu again...Ahhh Chhuuuu...

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Dun you find adults' life much less exciting than kids
You wake up, work, eat and sleep
Well..
We never get to study different subjects again
We never get to eat different canteen food again
We never get to join different CCA again
We never get to celebrate youth day, childrens day and teachers' day
We never get to go school excursion..
We never get to sit at canteen, slack and stone
We never get to skip classes
Dam I so miss it..
I love excitement in my life
I love to enjoy new things
I love to explore new places
But this is not playful
Cos I believe we should live life to the fullest everything
As time will never turn back..
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I wanna be your princess
To always be love and protected
To hide in your arms
To feel secured like no one can hurt me

Canon Camera

2009-03-13T12:01:00.000+08:00

BOO!!
Miss me?
I haven been blogging recently.
Lazy plus more lazy!I just wanna get away from the computer once I reached home
Staring at the computer screen at work is enough to kill me
Therefore, pardon me for not coming to blog when I can GET AWAY from it
IT show has been on these few daysI so wanted to buy the Canon Camera which I feel the effect is so much better than mine
My camera has been with me for 5 years so it’s time to get a new one
Well, pros and cons.
I cant bear to depart my money in a flash of light
300+ can buy me a lot more things
Hai..Guess I have to give it a miss

If only I have magic to get whatever things I wan
If only If only..I shall look forward to my TAIWAN trip in another 7 months…

A brand new week..

2009-03-10T22:16:00.000+08:00

I woke up feeling better
As I manage to steal some love from my baby last night
When he forked out some time to drop by my house when I needed his company
Thankie Baby for your constant love..

A busy day as usual at work
When you start to adapt to the work work work and more work lifestyle,
You will never wanna stop working..
Just hope it will be smooth and fine till the weekend..

Just had a run just now
Shiok..
Been lazing around for the past week
Finally get some time to go for a jog.
JP Morgan run coming, Adidas Sundown is coming..
How can I ever survive through the run..
Zzzz..

Well..Shall rest early and get ready for another busy day ahead!

The love I have for you has gone beyond my imagination
You are pillar of support in my life...

Negative Negative Go Away..

2009-03-09T21:43:00.000+08:00

Well, I guess I haven been really behaving like Kexin recently.
I am way too far fetch from the bubbly Kexin
The worries from work, the nightmares I had, I duno why I am trying so hard to pull myself together, to even draw a smile on my face..
And trust me, this is not mood swing.

When your kin brushed you aside, saying you have no patience and cant be bothered
When your kin is just concern about someone else but you
When no one seems to bother if you are doing alright in your life
Then it feels like you are unimportant in their life

I am just like a little kid
Who yearns to be pampered and pacify..
When I can ever grow up..?
Damn...
原来爱我真的不容易。。。

2009-03-09T14:09:00.000+08:00

*Happy Us after a short getaway*

* The hungry people feasting on our buffet breakfast..yum yum*

* An expression of blurness in the morning*

*Baby's REDDISH face after the game!*

* Posing for an early nite!*

*Im so gona strangle you! hee...*

* I won the WWF...I had them on my feet!! wahhaa*

* The happy group of us!*

*Striking a group photo*

*Huilin and me..*

*I need to call for taxi...hhaa*

*Seafood feast by the sea..*

*The peace which I love..*

* The guys in action!*

*My sweet love...*

*The artistic pic of Huirong..*

*Twist for a sun tanning session!*

*Little kids are off to town...*

*My second overseas trip with baby..my next destination - TAIWAN!*

Say you love
From the bottom of your heart
Touched me with your love
That words can't explain
To shake my heart
Without any words..

Grumpy-xin-day..

2009-03-03T09:15:00.000+08:00

I’m feeling grumpy today
I always wanted to sit down on my bed after my breakfast
Thinking that I do not need to do my make up and head off to work
I always wanted to head to McDonald to eat my favourite hotcakes and head back to sleep
I like to wake up without the disturbance of alarm
But that’s lifeAt a certain point of my life
I always wanted to do different things
I want to change work environmentI want to meet new people
I want to go to different places which I never get to see before
That is why I love travelling but within my capabilities
I always new things to excite my life
I want to learn new things
That is greatest challenge I have to do to fight this
I can’t stand boredom
I can’t stand fast pace
I am just troublesomeLOLx

I just have to get it going..
To motivate myself and carry on…

A weekend of farewell..

2009-03-02T09:51:00.000+08:00

After this weekend, my house will be less noisy as my wu gui sister had left for Korea for her internship for 4 months. We will only get to see her back in Singapore during June. Well, if I didn’t seem too sad that she is leaving for so long, you are wrong. There will always be memories of her making so much noise in the house and it will indeed feel so different without her for so long. However, to think about it, it’s just 4 months. In a flash of light, she will be yakking away in the house again. Keke.. So sister, do take care of yourself in a foreign country and be strong! Anything just tag me! You can leave your number on my blog if you happen to have any contact number. Mummy sure misses you like HELL so you better stay in contact with her before she go crazy worried sick of you.. =P A new week once again. The Monday stoning mood stays..Endure soon and I will be able to head to Batam for a short getaway during this weekend with baby and friends..till then..Just endure!

带着你的微笑和我一起走。。

DIm Sum Feast...

2009-02-28T14:14:00.000+08:00

A lovely evening out with baby. I was taken to Geylang for a feast of dim sum. The food is yummy but the fried stuff were bit oily and it made me felt that I had just drank one bottle of oil..yucky feeling afterwhich. But nonetheless thankie baby!

We haven been chilling or hanging out late for many fridays, simply cos I am working on Saturdays now. So my body clock just starts to switch on the "sleepy mode" once the clock struck 12midnight on fridays..We can name ourselves "Red wine-dvds-chiongsters"..

Sweet heart of my life...=D